I begin to feel
ill.
I am bound behind a
closed and locked, iron door, sitting in the gloom of a faint light
on an unsanitary floor. I’ve been here before, with my arms nailed
out, chained within the gilded rooms of our favored fathers, reading
the spidery handwriting of forgotten saints.
Open the closed
doors.
Rome is America.
Empire is empire no matter who holds the sword. And the sword will
not be held in vain, my brothers. Rome circa A.D. 45 or the United
States of America 2026 – it is the same illusion stretched over
space and time, simultaneous simulacra. Sinister simulations. A
projection. A hologram of time irreal crowding out the kingdom of
God.
The blind
mechanical agents of the tyrant on the Potomac observe our movement
and conversation. An incessant cricking sound of servo motors
trailing behind us on the streets. The test produces results, and the
transcript is produced for the imperfect prefects. “What’s all
this about sin? You propose to tell us of sin? You needn’t proceed
any further.”
Return for
beatings. Blood on the iron door. Return to your cell.
But where could I
go to escape? If I go to the edge of the world it is there. And I am
not out of it. The authentic has not yet overtaken the manufactured
reality that we are forced to inhabit. May your will be done on earth
as it is in heaven.
It is a catechesis
under duress. Our teacher in this is Jesus the Christ, born for this
and raised from this. Crucified under Pontius Pilate. And that we
reasonably worship him, the soul of the world. Learn this:
Repentance. Chastity. Charity. Love for all enemies. Care for the
poor. Mercy and not greed.
Why can you not
accept us who believe that we will receive again our bodies, though
they be dead and cast into the earth? Would you, seeing semen,
believe it to become a full human body? Resurrection is difficult,
true, but nothing is impossible for God.
Return for
processing. The face is clawed away. Force of impact thrown down the
stairs. The body cracks sharp, bent at a sinister angle. Blood on the
floor. Return to your cell.
Returned. Revealed.
Restored. Reflect, if you will, on the death of disciples and kings.
I am guilty,
perhaps, but I am not wrong. I am not a criminal no matter what the
oscillatory prosecution said in their public statement and press
release. Crucifixion is for the guilty and even the innocent can be
guilty. Enjoy that contradiction for it is a true one and I am an
honest man.
No cause. No
effect. Only destruction, the destruction of human identity. The
collapse of objective information. What kerygma is here? No
redemptive death, only death. No crucified Christ, only a crucified
carpenter. Rome did not fall, it follows.