It was late
January, on a gray and dying afternoon some years ago, when I found
myself in front of the Ebenezer Baptist church building. I was tired
and cold, looking for a place to warm up and rest my legs. I’m not
sure what compelled me to try the door. I was surprised to find it
unlocked.
I went inside and
called out, “Hello? Anyone here?”
From somewhere in
the back of the building, I heard a voice answer. “Back here. In the
fellowship hall.” So, I followed the voice.
In the fellowship
hall I saw someone I assumed to be the janitor setting up rows of
bright orange folding chairs. “I just came in to get warm,” I
said. He nodded and placed another chair. From the kitchen, just off
the fellowship hall, I could hear the gurgle of a coffee pot
brewing.
“What are you
setting up for?”
“It’s not for
me to say, really. But you’re welcome to watch,” he said and then
left the room.
I found a spot
along the back wall where I could stand, next to a bookshelf filled
with hymnals and children’s books. I waited but nothing happened
for several minutes. So I let myself into the kitchen, found a
ceramic mug and poured myself a cup of coffee. Then I took my spot by
the bookshelf to continue waiting.
After a few more
minutes the fluorescent lights overhead flickered and the coffee
maker in the kitchen hissed. The door of the fellowship hall opened
and the Senior Pastor entered. I knew it was the Senior Pastor
because his framed photo was hanging on the wall next to the
bookshelf. He had a dignified look – silver hair, manicured beard.
He was dressed in a white seersucker suit. He sat down in one of the
orange folding chairs at the front of the room. Then the doors opened
again, and the church elders came in with folders, and papers, and
clipboards, and notebooks. They assumed their seats and the church
board meeting was called to order.
I felt a hand on my
shoulder and jumped. “Watch this,” said the janitor behind me.
“You’ll like this.”
From somewhere
beyond the hall, I began to hear shouting. Curses. Vulgarities in a
vaguely New York accent.
“Old business,”
one of the elders announced. “New business,” another said.
“The same
business,” the janitor whispered behind me.
“I don’t know
who you radical-left thugs are. Vermin. But you’re going to regret
this. Nasty women. Losers. Scum. You’re animals. Animals. Animals!”
The voice was
dragged through the doors. and I saw his orange skin and flyaway hair.
“Who is this?” I asked the janitor.
“Oh, him? He’s
nobody, really. Just one of a long line of monsters horning their way
into history. They’re always turning up.”
“What’s going
to happen to him?” I asked.
“Watch.”
I turned back to
the board meeting. The Senior Pastor said, “The mouth has spoken.
Have his words been recorded?”
“They have,”
announced the body of elders.
“So be it,”
declared the Senior Pastor.
“Amen,” intoned
the body of elders.
And just like that
the orange-skinned vulgarian went up in flames.
“What the hell is
this?” I nearly shouted, turning back to the janitor.
He led me over to a
tripod stand with a series of Bible maps. “Look here,” he said
and pulled down a map of Egypt. Then another of Babylon. And Persia.
And Greece. And Rome. And. And. And. One map after another after
another. “This is the way of beasts and empires. They receive a
lease of life for a season and a time, but then…” And he tore
away the successive maps and threw them to the floor.
“Do you
understand this?” he asked me.
“I don’t think
I do,” I said. “Not yet.”
“Have you
finished your coffee?” he asked. I nodded and he took the mug from
my hands.
I don’t remember
leaving the fellowship hall, but I found myself once again standing
in the sidewalk snow and slush in the fading January sun.