The world of light
and laughter breaks and the sky collapses, spilling darkness. The
stars and wind dissolve. The moon burns black. The fundamental earth
beneath and the firmament above are inverted.
“Your cousin,
John, is dead.”
Jesus buckles,
stumbles, pushes the messenger away. Pushes past the disciples and
climbs into the boat. Alone. And the sea carries him away to a lonely
place.
But the village,
not privy to the bad news delivered, follows on foot, racing along
the shore to meet him on the other side. He steps ashore and they are
there – calling, crying, cawing, clawing, galling. They brought to
him all the intrusive demands born of desperation.
And he sees them
through his tears. He sees them with broken pity. Passion is pain and
compassion is a shared grief. He heals their sick and calms their
fears. Touching. Holding. Weeping. Soothing. Blessing.
The invisible sun
settles itself toward evening and the disciples say, “This is a
lonely place and you want to be alone. Now it’s late and time has
slipped with the sun. Why don’t you send these people away?”
Jesus sits down
among them on the whispering grass and sighs. “No,” he says. He
lies down and closes his eyes. “Let them stay. Let them stay.”
(Matthew 14:13-16)